07/06

Noone ever made me feel so piece of rubbish, who you can throw away like a plastic.

Worse than piece of shit.

I gave up, I dont fight anymore to struggle with my life. I am unreal unlucky to the people. After brother, came person who I love without end, who told me thousand times everyday how much love me and who treated me like useless nothing. All what happened was my fault, but behaving after is worse than worst possible scenario.

I gave up.

If anyone ever read this blog - I did what I could, I came to border of human ability to struggle. That was too much.

I am sorry for everything to the people I hurted. I am sorry for Giulia who never will read this.

I was able to give her whole myself. Didnt receive this chance. I am not able to overpass this treating knowing that I am not bad man.

I love you Giulia. Whenever death will come, it will come to Łukasz totally in loved in Giulia.