09/09/22 20:45

Among all mental devastating days, today is even more.

Every minute think only about how is She. Is She fine?

We watched Netflix tv series about UK Queen and that was marvelous time. Lying on OUR bed, holding OUR hands, watching and enjoying good moovie. Some time ago died husband ouf Queen. Juleczka said: poor Philip. Now for sure She says same about Elizabeth... I cant live without my Juleczka. Without her unreal good heart. All memories are so beautiful.

Waked up and two messages. One about my Dad. That He only lies and look up. Any words. Dad, in 10 days I want to visit you. Can you please, wait? But only, if You dont suffer too much...

Another message. From colleague here. Company I work for sacked all polish people working for agency. Only me and one other guy who is sick now left. From one day to the other. I cant be certain about anything in future. Everything can happen. Tomorrow, in one week. Anytime.

Only good things cannot happen. Just bad. Or worse.