1/11 17:21

Mum, you were dying alone. I was not next to you. I didnt keep your hands. I didnt hug you. I know that you were scared. What will be happen? You were not ready... 

I am so sorry. The woman in the hospital room said me that you were calling for me whole that night. And I was not there. I am sorry. I cant forgive myself this.

If you look at me now, you are not happy. You see destroyed person. I am sorry. I can do anything with this. I tried. I did what I could. I didnt managed. I am sorry my Mum.

My only hope is that you dont suffer any more.

See you soon Mum.