11/05 22:07 miss you so much

Difficult, unreal difficult.

So hot day, how it would be when You are next to me, what a walk we would have this evening. To our pond or our round.

Now - no happy because of the weather, nothing makes me happy. Nothing.

How You changed my life? I stop watching stupid moovies on youtube, i cut watching sport, i stop watching tv series. All my free time I spent with You. Playing, watching normal moovies, having fun. Now when i come back to room i have no will to do anything.

All my thoughts are with you. Where are you, what you do, how do you feel, do you sometimes think about me or you cut it like this - leave him, its a past. I want to send you a pack but i dont even know if you are in San Mauro. All i dream is a message from you. That we can meet.

I watch our moovie, photos, I checked what we did one month ago. It was this day. One of the most marvelous in my life. It was real first day of the spring and we went to Park Szczesliwicki for a picnic. You made unreal good salad, we lied among the people. We had fun relaxing, we were everything for each other. You are still and you will always be. Everything for me...