11/06 they were right - love doesnt exist

So many people says that love doesnt exist. I didnt believed in it.

I was so sure She loved me. But of course not. Maybe She liked or She was exited because it was something new in Her life (mine also). But for sure it was no love.

I should start being bad man. Like all others drugs, sex, no care about anything. But I am not able.

I really dont want to live anymore.