162 days after 22:12

Its 162 days I havent seen you, havent heard your voice, havent touched, kissed you.

Its 162 days of blackest whole anyone can imagine.

Worse day by day.

I cannot stand it anymore.

Julcia, my Sweetie, I cannot. My head I am sure will be destroyed very soon. 

Noone cannot live without most part of himself. And you are bigger, better part of me.

162 days.

I am so bad now. Dont want to live anymore.