17/08 22:25

You came to my world from nowhere.

Never expected this can happen to me.

After events happened in 2014-2015 I lost whole faith that my life can be happy anymore. I even didnt dream about girl like you.

I didnt know this feeling. I loved you, I love you and I will never stop. You let love you man who is not normal. I cannot stop, I cannot change direction and start love someone else. Even when you will not contact me next years, as long as I live I will be in same position. Of waiting for you.

Every day 50 times I check post, social media if you contacted me. I talk to you. You are in my every night dream. I say you always good morning and sogni d`oro. I keep your photo and look at you very often. I think only about you.

I know what I did. I took the most fragile girl in this world and I hurted you. So much that you did what you did. You didnt give us chance. Created your story without trying to understand. But you had right for this. 

In this crazy situation you asked me to stop contact, you asked me for time. Thats the most difficult challenge in my not easy life. I will give you always what you want. And I will never stop dream about us...

I talked to my father today. He is in hospital and his voice was weak. God, please let him overpass this. I need him. I cannot lose everyone.