18/0914:30 5 months after marvelous time...

Julcia, how are you. 

I have to talk only about me, because I have nobody and thats the only way I can express something. Keyboards on phone..

But I every hour think how do you feel. Thankfully you have normal family, who help you to struggle.

Are you quite fine?

I am thinking about going abroad. I have to make money to send you. But I am so bad mentally. I hard struggle to survive every day. I dont know how I would live alone in other country when I am in so bad mental health. I ask myself hundreds time per day your question: people what should I do? Do you remember our jokes and you asking this question.

I have noone to help me with answering this question. 

Its so cold, depressing day. I have no work and sit in a hotel room. I really have no power.

Thank you for your being there. Have a good day Julia.