23/05 18:50 I am not able to live anymore

Worst day since She left.

One of the worst in my life.

I can not stand it anymore.

I am really strong man.

Death of my beloved Mother didnt kill me.

Circumstance that I have to pay no my debit didnt kill me.

Being left alone to struggle with this by my family didnt kill me.

Leaving comfortable life and losing work at offices didnt kill me.

Going abroad alone, work physically, having no roof didnt kill me.

Sickness of my father, being robbed by my brother didnt kill me.

Leaving me by Giulia killed me.

Her silent and no chance to being listened is killing me.

Losing love killed me.

Losing hope is killing me.

I dont understand. I dont suit to this world. Think about yourself - saying everyone. I cannot. I am not able. Always about others. And now its time to pay for this.

I am not able to fight anymore. I already lost my power, my spirit fight. This is too much for me. I love Her so much that I am not able to live anymore. I am literally dying... Any light ahead