24/06 21:39

Marvelous about weather evening. After many hot days finally some air arround. For sure we would be now walking in our zone. Holding hand, hugging, kissing and looking like the world next to us doesnt exist. What instead  - I am dying of sadness here, Julunia not caring there. Separated...

I was at hairdresser in our Piaski today. I looked at our path. I saw there us walking. My imagination worked...

I used to talk a lot when I was walking with my Mum. When I was sad, when I had a problem. I tried to talk to Her, at least speak. Never received a talk back, never any message from Her. But I still do it.

But now I also do it to Giulia. I talk to Her many times in my thoughts. And again no speak back. But She is alive, She still can talk to me. But She doesnt want...