26/07 22:46 name day of my Mother

Name day of my Mother. I prayed for Her a lot. Mum, I hope you are fine there. I dream about that.

Very difficult emotionally day. I try to avoid placedls where we used to go togethet with Julunia. Because when I am there alone I cannot stop tears. I waited till my shoes, which I bought together with Juleczka on Carrefour in March, are completely destroyed without possibility to walk anymore. And I had to go to the same Carrefour in our Bielany. When wr were together many times.

How many tears I cried when I was there today. I talked a lot to Julunia, last time you were with me, you advised me what to buy, today I am alone, with no support, like always. No responds. I looked for Her.. There was no Julcia... I went to place with our puzzle, cornflakes, ogorki...

Cazzo how difficult.

Sogni d`oro Julunia...