27/01 00:41

I need miracle to survive. If I want this? Dont know.

Moment when I cannot sleep came.

Father in unreal bad condition. I cant look how he suffers.

Christmas gifts from Giulia? Removed from everything to be in her even virtual memory exactly these days... Crazy mental pain, crazy, not able to stand. 

God, really? Punish, but somehow person can stand. I am to weak for this...