28/05 20:05

Nothing new to write.

Another unreal depressed day. Instead of walking now somewhere together i am in full of depression in a hostel room.

Today I got a covid vaxination, so i am free to go wherever i want, but without her there is no point. Without Her i didnt watch any moovie, didnt go for a walk, didnt eat any salad, broccula. Nothing. Most things had sense only with her. I thought that for her also. I was sure...

To myself:

You are so useless piece of shit, that woman who loved you, dont want to talk to you. Dont want to see you. Dont want anything from you. She hates you. You idiot, will not be anymore happy. You will not smile anymore. You are just piece of shit...