30/07 19:00 one year ago by the Wisla...

30 of July 2020 19:00

We made an appointment at Dworzec Wilenski and went by the Wisla. I look at photos from that day. How happy we were. How happy I was. For the first time in my life. And Julunia. How beaty, how good.

And how I look today, how sad, how depressed, how pointless to live longer. When my happiness is far away. When my happiness dont want to contact me. When I even have no idea is She fine, She struggle as me, or she forgot and run a normal life, maybe with someone new next to Her.

I do what I can to survive from one day to another. Its crazy difficult. With Her next to me, without fears, lies, would be millions time easier. 

I will never go by the Wisla again. Everything reminds me her.

Our messages and photo left me. And talking to Her. Hundreds time per day. Without answers.

One year ago at this time.... what a day, what an evening...