31/05/23 13:59

After 25 months od Her disappearing, its official - Giulia has a new man.

Younger, handsomer, better in every single part than me.

I am happy that She is fine.

For me personal - its the End. Son set, water dried. I found out 5 min ago and now I want to leave. Leave everything. If you diary, know what I want to say.

Writing here lost sense, waking up every day lost sense. I have noone to talk how to survive this.

All I did since 25 months was to wake up every day, and checking social media how is She, and checking Gmail every 15 min if I have any message from Her. And to keep having hope.

Now this dissapeared and I am sure I am not able to walk through this.

God forgive me. Please.