6 months of losing Everything Has gone

Its already hałd year since last time I saw my Everything, my Juleczka.

She doesnt contact me. No letters, no Whatsapp, nothing. I cannot believe the way IT went. She didnt give me any chance, she put her decision and keeps IT. She asked me to not contact and I respect event though I think its wrong from me. I should have more fighted, event against her. But its fucking me. Someone ask and I respect event if mine internal soul screams every hour something different. I am sure she was Born to be my second half. I will never have a other woman. I will be alone till rest of my life. I wonder every day many times how is she. How does she deal? Was IT really walk for a while for her and just threw me away from her life? Like this? After we shared every moment of day, stop contacting at all? Made from me the worst existing Man on world? I really cannot believe this is She. My Julunia was and for sure still is different.

How my life looks after half year of losing everything? I dream about her very often, I think about her every free minutę during day, I start my day kissing cross and her photo, I finish my day saying have a good night Julunia. I watch photos, checking Whatsapp, Gmail every hour. This will look like this till end of my life.

I will never losem hope. Never will stop live her. We are made for each other.