Christmas Eve 2021 09:19

In the name of love I let you forgot me.

In the name of love I listened to you.

In the name of love I didnt write, message, put any photo which could hurt you.

In the name of this love, I let you run your life.

I killed myself thanks to this above, but I let you live instead.

I dont understand anything from last 8 months.

Any of your behaving cannot kill my feelings.

My soul is done and body not able to fight to survive, but until I exist, my only oxygen is love. 

Until the end, until I will stop crying, I will love you.

Knowing that noone ever read this diary, noone ever read this wishes, I cannot write to you directly, so this is the only way. 

Have a good Christmas time Julunia. Among people who love you. I will stay alone and remind every minute from last year, when I spend only one real Christmas in my life.

Take care of you my Sweetie. 

Buon Natale Julunia, Juleczka, my Everything.