Monday 26/04 06:58

How many times i wake up during the night looking Her next to me, to hug, to being hugged. God, last week it was our last night together...

I dont know where She is. But my heart is very nervous. My heart feels that today is the day She will go away. My heart smells that today is the day i will totally loose a chance to accidentally see Julunie even for 2 seconds when i go for a walk. My heart smells that today i will loose last hope.

God, no please. Please no. I so much miss, I cannot live without... Please, no...