Monday 26/04 21:31 hopes gone

Whole last night i waked up with fears that today is gonna be the day Juleczka will leave Poland, mama Warsaw like She used to say. Whole day i felt it. Now i am sure i was right. She left. She is Italy.

All my hopes are gonne. She hates me so much that didnt say anything. Time didnt heal anything. I am in total depression.

Whole day i reminded last Monday. Till 4 pm we were so happy. Had a seat and lunch at our bench at AWF, walk in the las, climb to our drzewo and at 4 pm i saw Her smile for the last time. She kissed me for the last time. She hugged me for the last time. She said.that She loves me for the last time. She was afraid how is it going my day for the last time. She called me Łukaszek for the last time. ONE WEEK AGO. And now J is in Italy.

Now is real my end. Whole this time till now i had hopes. Now life really has no other sense. Julcia, i love you so much. And always will. Wherever you are...