Who will...

1,5 years of unreal hapiness, of being the most lucky, happy man in the world. Plain acitivity every day, which made me feel like in heaven. I will never stop dreaming that it can come back. In few months, few years, but will come. Never will stop dreaming that my Sweetie, my Juleczka, Julcia, Julunia will forgive me. 

Who will:

- stay during the night and look if i am covered properly,

- kiss me very gentle in the neck, coming back to sleep,

- hug me from the back so lovely that i felt asleep immediatelly and slept like a baby,

- massage my back, my legs, arms, knees so naturally, that my pain went away directly,

- welcome a new day with the beautest smile in the world, kiss me, lie with me few more minutes and then say to the world: good morning world, good morning mama warsaw, good morning tree,

- make a marvelous two coffees with a cornflakes and sandwich and bring me to the bed saying: smacznego Łukaszek,

- call me everytime so sweetly, so gentle, Łukaszek,

- be so gentle to write in her own diary every morning about what happened yesterday and which dreams dreamed,

- ask me if i met Winston and be so happy if it happened,

- be always worried how is going my things, my day, how do i feel, if everything is all right,

- make me unreal tasty sandwich for work which i eat aftwr short while, because its so pyszne,

- sing with me all our songs, repeated very often, with our special rythms,

- sing songs in polish with created words,

- say: Łukaszek, ja jestem bardzo gruba, taking into account of being the most siuda woman in the world,

- be so gentle, fragile, like any other woman in the world,

- hug me so naturally, look at me with so much live, trust and happiness,

- smile to me with without doubts the beautest smile in the world,

- be worried about me when we played our game in pretending that sth happened to me and after discovered that its pretending, blowing into my belly,

- tell me: ja lubie twoja szyja, ja lubie twoje nogi, what a nogi you have, ja lubie twoje plecy, ja lubie twoje cialo, what a cialo you have

- wave me and send kissed going to work when one of us was out and second in the window,

- say me that i am pyszne.pl,

- ask me: a Ty? Or answered: ja teszzzz.

- send me a message from everywhere: tram, work, shop, forest, home telling what She does and how is it going with me,

- be aim of finish work quick as possible to come home and see the beautest picture in the world: Juleczka sitting by the table and rocking/drawing, welcoming me so marvelous smile that everything else doesnt matter, and hugs me so gentle that life became a paradise,

- drink with me afternoon coffee with biscuits, which tastes only with J next to me,

- ask me with shy: 5 min of laying? And then lay with me completely hugging each other, when this moment  becomes like biggest relief after work,

- be interested how went my day, about everything what happened and telling me everything about Her day,

- go for a marvelous walk with me even when its cloudy, cold or windy,

- admire surrounding environment, shadows of moon, sun, trees, heaven, being so fascinated like a kid who sees it first time,

- hold my hand everytime we walked somewhere,

- go to the forest, to our drzewo which i dont want to see without Julunia next to me,

- go to play badminton with me not forced, but really wanted to do this, giving me so much pleasure,

- call me: my Słoneczko, my Kolibriczko,

- tell me: ja bardzo kocham ciebie,

- make a list and go with me to Biedroneczka for our usual things, which i never eaten before and never will eat again without Juleczka next to me,

- will be always afraid if i have everything:  clothes, food,

- make with me dinner together: our marvelous salad and eat it from shared bowl, feeding me and kissing,

- look for a moovie which can interest me, watch with me on a bed holding our bodies and then rate it,

- ask me if we are going to make a job done before sleeping which meant: make a bed, change a clothes, brush teeth,

- play with me our games in the evening: trivia games, chess, Nikki game, schody, badminton to the bowls, near every evening before moovie and sleeping,

- make a puzzle with me with so much passion, then glue it, tape it and put on the floor,

- being so happy about eating breakfast in the bed on saturday and sunday morning,

- make a marvelous love with me, with so much feelings

- talk to me about everything, shares with me fears, hopes, happiness,

- be my Sweetie, Kochanie, Juleczka, Julunia, Julcia, biggest Treasure,

- deny that i am not stary, gruby i brzydki,

- talk with me before falling asleep, hug me from the back, making falling asleep like the easiest thing in the world,

- kiss me everywhere and everytime, hug me hundreds time per day, telling me thay i am so sweet and all others best thing which man can hear from a woman.

- look at me with a trust, love, like noone before and noone never again in the future,

- share a pizza with me eating her half which was wegetarianska bez sera i bez cebuli, always the same and always so happy eating it,

- be the biggest treasure i could meet on my way,

- look at me like J, kiss me like J, hold my hand like J, hug me like J, love me like J,

- take happiness from the most normal and plain things in the world like sun shining, plant growing,

- be so fragile like noone else making art: pictures, plates, taking pleasure from creating beauty,

- the same with me about this crazy world: no drugs, parties, prostitution, accidental love,

- share the same that for happiness enough is second person next to, noone else,

- be so happy when being aware that sth nice happened to me, when i can eat sth pyszne, being more happy about my pleasure than i was,

- be aim of getting up, shopping, eating, working,

- again smiling to me like a angel,

- have fun about my stupid jokes,

- hug me and making me coming back to life when sth bad happened,

- asking with a worrying: dlaczego pan jest smutny? Dlaczego pan nie dziala,

- making marvelous face which i loved when pretending that She is jealous about sth which force me to hug J from the back and making Her come back,

- improve polish being so happy about this, saying many words with sweet mistakes,

- say me so many important words about world, reality,

- tell me: ty jestes cudowny jak morze, ja bardzo kocham Ciebie,

- take a shower with me, washing our bodies one another,

- take care of any things i forgot to do, like my second hand,

- rock/draw marvelous plates or pictures singing in a meanwhile

- make me feel that i am the most lucky man in the world, that life after so much suffer in previous life has a marvelous sense,

- make me proud going for a walk when we hold our hands and i felt so proudly that i have so beautiful, sweet woman, who loves me and i love Her,

- be my second part without i am not able to live,

- be my one and only,

- person who i can true love like noone before and noone after.

Who will make other hundreds things which my destroyed mind doesnt remember during making.this not. 

I will never stop dreaming that all of this will come back.