13/02 18:43
My Father is dying.
Last person on this world who is interested in me, who loves me. One week ago he was able to call me.
Now no contact, only sleeping.
I remember how it looked when my Mather was leaving. Its the same. I know how he suffers. I am selfish. I need him. God, I need him.
All my daily aim from one year was waiting for His call.
Now everything is finishing.
God, give my lovely Father a strenght. If its His time, take Him. Make Him not being worried. Make Him be peacefull.
Thank you my lovely Father for being my Strenght in last 10 months. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for being my sick and so weak, but marvelous Father.
Forgive all my sins.
I love you Dad.