Lukasz trying to deal with life

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Fight Dad.

You are not alone.

I am not able to see you. They dont allow.

I am with you. Whole my soul.

Fight please with your very weak body...

Alone in hospital room.

Sometimes awareness.

All the time terrified that He is dying.

In lonelyness.

Not seeing His sons.

Not seeing anyone.

Not being holded.

In big pain. Physical and mental.

No mercy to my Dad. Sentenced to go away this way.

I am full in tears every moment these days.

I`ve just visited my beloved Father.

I am so scarried it was last time I saw Him.

He suffers so much. Doesnt eat, drink, he is not able to take medicine. There was no logic contact.

In moments of not sleeping when He realized I am next to Him, few times He silently said "my loved Son". Tears...

I just holded His hand, pray to God to not let him suffering. Saying that I love Him. Say sorry, thank You for everything. For showing this testament of suffering.

Dad, I love you...

Only dreams left.

Only moments when I smile.

What a dream about Juleczka I just have had.

We loved as never before.

......

Last year one and only Valentine`s day in my life with Love next to me.

Two person who I love I have no contact with. Father and Julunia...

Love you both. Until the end.

Łukasz

Lukasz trying to deal with life

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pn	wt	sr	cz	pt	so	nd
31	01	02	03	04	05	06
07	08	09	10	11	12	13
14	15	16	17	18	19	20
21	22	23	24	25	26	27
28	01	02	03	04	05	06

pn	wt	sr	cz	pt	so	nd
31	01	02	03	04	05	06
07	08	09	10	11	12	13
14	15	16	17	18	19	20
21	22	23	24	25	26	27
28	01	02	03	04	05	06

pn	wt	sr	cz	pt	so	nd
31	01	02	03	04	05	06
07	08	09	10	11	12	13
14	15	16	17	18	19	20
21	22	23	24	25	26	27
28	01	02	03	04	05	06