| pn | wt | sr | cz | pt | so | nd |
| 27 | 28 | 29 | 30 | 01 | 02 | 03 |
| 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 |
| 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 |
| 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24 |
| 25 | 26 | 27 | 28 | 29 | 30 | 31 |
Today I dreamed.
About us.
She came back. She tried to explain, why it went this way. I hugged Her and said: Hey, this was my fault, stop blaming yourself.
Then we loved.
And they came my Mother with Father. From hospital. My Mother was angry and my Father had deformed face. Unable to talk. With big pain on it.
Why both my Parents have to suffer so much. Why....
God,
If You exist,
Hope so.
No other Hope than You exist.
Let us have common eternal life.
Where no humans feelings.
Where we love, like we did here.
Where I am Her, She is mine.
Where is love above all others.
....
God, You know everything.
You see what is not written.
If You exist.
Hope, dont leave me.
Life, dont go.
Please
Short sleep before work and another dream about Her.
This smile, which I dream, on Her beautiful face, will make my today. Unreal...
Absolutely nonsensical way to spend sunday, knowing how good it could be.
Every minute is a struggle.
Absolutely nonsense to live longer.