Saturday 01/05 19:58
Sitting in a hostel room. Listening third time today all songs we sang together.
Nothing has sense without my Love. I dont contact, because She asked me. She doesnt because Dhe hates me after all my lies.
I would do everything. Never again lies. If I only can come back time. We would be the most happy couple in world. She with her marvelous character would give me power to deal with my things and then become new life, I would protect Her from whole danger from the world. And never hurt again. Always face truth.
I am so depressed. How is She? Will I ever know it?
God, give Her power. Help also me to deal.