Saturday 08/05 23:36 love you my baby
Today i worked again in this place next to Park Szczesliwicki where 4 weeks ago we had a picnic. As i said one of the best day in my life. We were happy, free, relaxed. We were TOGETHER. After work while I was waiting for the bus I went for a while to this park. I closed my eyes and reminded these moments with Her, imagined that She is there with me, hand by hand.
According to weather forecast tomorrow comes very warm days. Whole week should be like summer time. I am very scarried about this day. In normal circumstances we would go by the Wisla, by the pond or to one of parks. We would play badminton and have a unreal beautiful sunday.
I dont know what to do. Julunia doesnt want to talk to me, doesnt want to know me. She created false picture about me and for sure all of their friends and family support Her to stand as far as possible from me. Knowing sth about me which is not true. And what should I do in this situation? Should I go to Her, insist for a meeting and tell Her that She is wrong, show Her proofs. Or should I just keep Her words and be silent. But this enables Her to be wrong about me. Why She didnt even want to meet with me. I would go any possible moment to Her wherever. Until its not to late. I love Her like noone else ever.