Lukasz trying to deal with life

Level of missing reaches sky.

I am not able to focus about anything. 

I miss you as nothing else before.

I miss your sweet voice, i miss you calling me Łukaszek, i miss our evening languages jokes.

I miss our songs singing together, i miss your marvelous polish.

I miss your touch, holding your hand, walking together hand by hand to the laslas, by the pond amd by the wisla. I miss climbing stairs with an engine. I miss our hugging each other during the day and night. 

I miss to feel your skin, my skin miss your hands. I miss our marvelous love.

I miss your taking care of me. I miss to care about you. 

I miss our breakfast, lunch, salad eating from one bowl. I miss our 5 min of lieing on a bed. I miss to watch any moovie, play our games.

I miss your smile, your fragility, your goodness, i miss you Julunia, i miss you so much.

My body and soul cannot live anymore without you. Cazzo cannot...