| pn | wt | sr | cz | pt | so | nd |
| 28 | 29 | 30 | 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 |
| 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 |
| 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 |
| 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24 | 25 |
| 26 | 27 | 28 | 29 | 30 | 31 | 01 |
The worst moment in life.
Today. Now.
Very miss Giulia. Talk to her, see her, touch her.
Unreal pain in mind. My strong mental finished. I need help.
Problem with work, with all my issues.
Dont know what to do.
If I survive this... but I have no power. Is this my limit, my border?
What is life about
No money, no possesion, no subjects
Life is to have Someone
Who cares, who touch, who smiles
Who look at
For who you are able to do everything
I had Someone. I still have.
Yesterday goin to work I had change of a bus at airport. What a sad time. I crossed places where last time I was on 3rd of March 2020. Waiting for my Treasure. Then She came with Her smile. We kissed and we started our journey. Yesterday of course I was thinking about this and this is not to stand. Then two months ago She was there alone. She left Poland running away just not to see me.
Julunia, cazzo, I am sick of missing you.