11/09 17:53
Beautiful weather.
I slept just three hours cause I started work at 4 am. Tomorrow the same. Last sunny and very warm days this year.
For sure I will not stand lonely autumn and winter.
Also last days of work at this place because its work near weddings, and season for that work is close to finish.
Coming back from work there was a song in the radio which I first time heart. Woman was singing that she knew everything about man, but sth happened and now she does know anything. They are not together, time runned and she so much miss him.
Giulia could think that she doesnt know me after what happened. She knows me, there was nothing more hidden beside this lie. Does she sometimes miss? Or forced herself to forget. Maybe she has a new man?
For me nothing changes. Cazzo how deep I miss her, how deep I need her, how much I love her...