17/09 20:56
Lonelyness is killing me. I was alone whole life. I didnt know love. When she came, I discovered it. And now, after, I cannot come back to live like before. I cannot. And of course I am not able to love someone else.
Everytime when I go to the shop, I take broccula to my hand, and I talk to Julubia about our salad for the dinner. Then I leave it.
I am not able to watch any moovie alone.
I am dying of missing. Crying many times every day. How long yet it can run like this? Not to long.