Lukasz trying to deal with life

I never wished to finish this nonsense like now.

God take my life, give it to someone whose life has any point. Who loves and is loved.

Show me please your mercy. Dont punish me here and There.

Take care of Julcia and Henryk.

Please God, only you know how I suffer. How I am at border. How I have no power. Please, listen to me.

There is so many lifes worthy to save.

I beg you to not let me publish any other notes here.

Please finish it. I tried. You know this.

I am so sorry. I am so sorry.