22/12 12:24
Just discovered that Julunia removed everything connected with me from her instagram. All pictures she drawed me.
In all these 8 months dramatic time, this is the most painfull. I am not able to stand from bed.
Time doesnt heal. She hates me more and more. She deleted me even from her memory. This is unreal to stand when I so much love her.
And this is happening in days when I have no contact with F because he is so weak.
Please, kill me now, I am not able to suicide. But I am not able to stand it. Thats incredible...