12/03/22 23:55
Probably last evening and last night while exist person who loves me.
When He dies, there will be anymore this feelings.
There was a priest with communion to my Father. He is completely not aware, not here.
Probably talks to my Mum with last pieces of His body alived.
Mum you missed my Father? You looked at Him and asked God to not let Him suffering anymore? There is a lot of things you have to talk about together. With Love. Only love in Heaven.
Full in tears. I dont know how my World will look after. I dont want it.
Dad, I so much love you. I will try to touch your warm hand one more time tomorrow. If you can, wait for me. If it means you will suffer, dont do it.
I love you. Thank you for everything, Dad.