30/03/22 18:02
What can I say dear Diary?
For sure its not normal that 38 years old man publish a notes in a online diary which noone ever seen.
Its crazy hard. From near two months not even this talks to my Father which were my only oxygen.
Now here in other country. Working nights. Cant sleep in days. Not friendly environment. I ordered here a bank card and it came because one guy said me that he saw it lying on the table. And when I went to collect, it was not there anymore. Disappeared. I wrote a notes in two languages: if anyone took it, please put it back, but no results... I was waiting for this card... Now will have to order one more time...
Physically bad, big big pain from this broken rib to backbone.
Mentally dead, no hearing from Juleczka, in a while it will be one year.
One and only relief is to close eyes and remind memories. I will do it now.