27/04/22 06:01
Driving that night I am thinking only about this yesterday dream.
I was dead tired and I felt asleep about 7 pm and had MARVELOUS dream about Her. About us. Everything was like in real story but we came back to Love. She forgave me. In this dream, I remember, I was just hoping that its not a dream, thats it reality.... Then my roommate woke me up, I made this note here from yesterday, and at 10 pm (after 1 hour of being awake) I felt asleep again for one hour and had a continuing of this dream. Something unreal. So SHE was different in look. She put on her weight much, maybe 20 kg. When I saw Her first time in that dream, I remember my first thought was: " oh, I also so much loved Her body, its a pity", but after one minute She smiled to me with Her magnificent eyes and this thought went away. I was thinking: spirit, spirit is the clue. When she loved me for first time, it was like medicine given to very sick person. And then when this medicine is taken away, its not possible to struggle without. So, the most importans, She is here. Her soul is what I need to live"...
Then I woke up and went for work. And now working think about this two but like one dreams.