22/02/23 17:50
I want to write in this diary every day.
But I cant.
Doing anything, even stand up to make a tea is above my strenght.
That's terrifying what happened to my body. Soul is destroyed from two years. Now body joined it.
Headaches, left part in bad condition, left hand difficult to lift.
How many people in history lost their lifes because of lost love. When they couldnt go forward. When head didnt let them stay alive. How many people suffered the same. Millions for sure. And what after? Nothing. They just died, and wheel of history run a normal circle....
Today She was again in my dream. Beautiful as She is. We were very happy. But then I waked up... And must stay awaken now... I cant.