Two years after 18/04 04:50
Today is 2nd unniversary of the day when I last time was happy, last time went to bed in the evening feeling like a human and sleep without fears.
All what happened after this day 18th April 2021 is without any sense of existing. For all it would be better when I would fall apart day after.
Nonsense existing, nonsense pain.
I am not able to write about all these emotions which are in me. I will just try to spend this day crying and all will remain me this marvelous day 18th of April 2021.
Good to know that at least She is fine. Dont remember me and run a good life now. This beautest person in the world deserved all the best, all goodness from this world...