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Julunia, my Baby, I love you so much, I cannot live anymore without you.
Baby, what are you doing with us now.
I am calling you.
I miss you every single second.
Come back, Baby. I will give my life to see you one more time.
I love you my Treasure.
I falled in love in fragile, emotional, beautiful soul, sensitive girl.
I got crazy in love for my whole life.
I made unreal mistake. Unforgivinable maybe. But if you love, maybe forgivinable.
But the punish I pay is unreal. Who She became. Who advised her to behave like this? I will never believe that someone can change like this.
No feelings, no emotions, treating like the biggest rubbish, cold like ice. Leaving everything we survived, leaving my very difficult past. How the fuck is it possible? Not existed people who read this site - how?
I will waste my life loving till the enf of it, person who hate me...
I dont want to destroy Her birthday, but I really cannot understand who She became. Person without feelings, emotions. She doesnt see love in my letters but battle. This is all unreal what is happening.
All what beauty in life already happened to me so longer life has really no sense...
Free Sunday after many workfull days, especially this week. I slept very few. Unreal hot in Poland from few days.
Unreal sadness. In normal circumstances having Julunia here we would go to the lake. We never swimmed together, never had fun in water together. I regret it so much. Fucking coronavirus stopped everything. I think I will never go by the lake again. Without Her, like all others free activity have no sense.
In this kind od day: free with marvelous weather I suffer much more, dont really know what to do. Just imagine that She is here, next to me...
Maybe She has new man, maybe She has a lot of fun there. I so much miss, every day more. I cannot stop love...
Its very sad than instead of once listening to me, you create your own vision: gambling, nest account, photo with money, phone switched off etc. Even if you decided to run your life without any part of me, it would be more fair, more human to let me tell you how it looked, not making from me monster without any rules. You preffered to stand in wrong. This is very sad. That in your eyes I didnt deserve any chance to talk... I think I gave you all my heart, I would give my life to save you if this necessarity would come, and after asking you for talk, I never received it. But of course I try to understand you, even if its so difficult.
Love you Juleczka. And always will care about you. Always...