Lukasz trying to deal with life, Najnowsze wpisy, wpisy, strona 22

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Crazy miss.

Crazy.

Touch, smile, walks, hands, together, stupid jokes, love. Unended missing.

Very difficult night and day.

Many tears.

Miss like hell my Baby. She was in my dream.

This long distance stress makes a lot of head pain. I started to be scarry that one day stroke can happen. And then absolutely noone cares. I would lie somewhere weaponpess lonely till the end, without any help. After death even one person wouldnt cry. That's terrifying.

There was a point to wake up.

Prepare a dinner.

Plan a day.

Work.

Sense to think.

To sleep.

To dream.

Now silent whisper to end this nonsense life. Not official. Not lound. In mind.

Not existed readers,

I am still alive.

Power of life got down day by day.

Now, not at all, even to write here.

I didnt feel good that night at work. Came back home and slept till now. 7,5 hours. So rarely.

The most important - She was in my dream. Dream was strange. Juleczka was in prison. I visited Her. She tried to convince me to find another woman, another person to love. I said Her that this is not possible. I am like this. I said: "I loved you and this for me is for whole life. No matters what happened, no matters if you are next to me, no matters how long I have to wait for you. I love you and this is fact I cant change."

So realistic dream. So true. The most important - I saw Her face, I talked to Her, I kissed and hugged Her. In a dream. But this 7 hours od sleeping thanks to this, give me a little bit of power.

God, give me my Everything at least sometimes in a dream, please. Thank you.

Lukasz trying to deal with life

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