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Even Naturę/God made you so special.
Let you born on the longest day in year. When Sun shines longest.
You were and always will be my Sun. When I cannot wish you directly, I write here.
When I cannot see you from 14 months, I watched few short videos with you I have.
When I want to hear your voice, see your smile, I ask God to let me dream about you.
Happy birthday Julunia.
Extreme tired. Mentally. After this two days in Poland. No power to describe it yet.
On a waye back to Germany.
Today 28 birthday of my Everything. She doesnt want any message from me. All I can do is to write wishes here. To anybody.
Happy birthday Sun. Happy birthday beautest person ever seen.
Travelled 17 hours to Poland.
Just to see for a while my Dad, keep His hand, talk to Him and came back.
Always when I came to visit Him, I went to His house, make a dinner for us, we talked. Now I will go to medical center and I will not hear Him, not see His eyes, His voice. But even this I need very much. Its worthy to spend so much time in bus to spend this while with Him.
Probably I will also go to Piaski. To stand in front od our 56 or 221, close eyes and imagine. My Juleczka there. I will call Her looking into window and imagine that She responds with all Her beauty.
A lot of tears ahead...
Thank you God for this night.
It was a strange dream. But I saw Her. I saw Her face and I heard Her voice. Nothing on this world which I miss more.
Struggling with time. Usually lost.
My Dad is in very very bad condition now. Cant say even one words. Just hold hand when someone visits Him.
Dad, I also want to hold your warm hand one more time. Say you something. Will you wait for me till 20th of June???
I know its very long. For You when you suffer above my imagination every single minute. Wait for me, only if it means that you dont have to suffer so much anymore, dobrze?
I love you Dad...