26/04/22 21:24
What a dream I just had. What a dream... The best dream I have in my life. Nothing can be better than in it.
Thank You God for this dream. Two hours of sleeping and I was the most happy man in world.
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What a dream I just had. What a dream... The best dream I have in my life. Nothing can be better than in it.
Thank You God for this dream. Two hours of sleeping and I was the most happy man in world.
Tato kochany,
Can you wait for me?
I know thats a selfish thinking. Last time when.I saw you I was sure its the last time.
But You have unreal spirit fight. You have no power. You cannot stand. You cannot eat. You cannot open eyes. But you still fight.
I so much would like to see You one more time. In the end of May, to go to Poland. To hold Your hand. To talk to You. Without answer. But I know you would hear.
If it means not too much pain for You, wait for me.
I hope you know, that I love you whole my heart. And thanks God for Your change, for Your being to me.
...
Tato, its already 77 days since you last time called me.
You were my last relief in this depressioj. This 10 minutes daily when I could came back to normality. When I could smile and receive smile from you. When I could feel that someone care about me. When You told me that You need me. That you love me.
Now this NOTHING is not to stand. Thanks to unknown Strenght I am still alive, I still didnt get crazy.
Tato, I so much love You. In my pray I am so between to ask that You will still be alive and hope to see You again and to ask thay You dont suffer any more.
I so much miss You, I so much miss to talk to You, to see You...
Oh Baby what you had to feel that night one year ago....
I remember mine. With the light on. Terrified. But its not the point.
The points is what She felt?
Run away from our 56, from me. Destroyed. Somewhere alone in a hostel room. Without money. Lost everything. What this night had to be for Her...