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We were sitting just by the water, hugging each other, joking, admiring views, eating marvelous salad made by Juleczka, loving.

Oh my....

Easter in my life

All my childhood difficult time. My parents, who were not close to each other, my brother and me. In one car. Going to grandparents. Always a lot of arguments. Many times I dreamed about future to spend this special times alone when I am older. Without all these screams, wars arround...

Then came Juleczka and we had two beatuest Easter I can even imagine. With love arround. First one in 2020 in our 32. We made rice cakes with hummus, pomidori and ogorek. Also a special polish Easter soup. We boight some ready to eat food before. And we loved.

Last year even more unreal magical. Juleczka made a salad. We went by the Wisla. We walked on stones in water. What a time. One and only in life.

Two magical Easter. Thats it. Any more.

This year first one without even talk to my Father. On stranger ground. Arround a lot if alcohol. Without sleeping. Unreal sad.

Whole night when I could just lie thought about Her. How is She. Imagined us...

Easter.

Today I went with tho other guys to polish church 50 km from here. For a polish mass.

I thanked God for another, very depressing and sad year, but survived as a healthy man. I asked for my Mum, Dad and Juleczka.

After mass we went to sightseeing a town. There was a 13-th century castle where we had to climb a lot. I was not so much interested. From the hill I saw down a couple playing badminton. Tears came to my eyes. I saw me and my Everything playing there. I closed my eyes and I imagined that is we who play there...

Its 4:08 am Easter 2022.

Dont sleep and will not in next two days.

Only God knows in which circumstances I live when are free days and what is happening arround me in my room here... Only He kniws how big challenge He gave me this time.

I do my best to survive.

All I wanted to say now is: Buona Pasqua Juleczka. Have a good Easter among people who love you.

Mother - I am thinking about You.

How are You? Are you fine?

I am so worried about You.

Please, from Heaven give me many advices. I cannot ask you for more. Just let me make good choices.

Love you, Mum.

I am sorry that you cannot be proud of me.

Lukasz trying to deal with life

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Exactly one year ago by the Wisla

2nd Easter Day 2022 11:03

Easter 15:56

Easter 2022 04:08

11/04/22 22:20

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