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| 29 | 30 | 31 | 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 |
| 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 |
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| 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24 | 25 |
| 26 | 27 | 28 | 29 | 30 | 01 | 02 |
I know that She departed with teers. Thats not She even thought even 8 days ago. We were supposed to go there together. She had plan to stay in Poland. What She will do there?
I will never stop dreaming. Never. Everything is possible. Even when now is unreal difficult and i am whole in teers, because today is the day i really lost Her. She is not arround...
Julunia, kocham Cie
Whole last night i waked up with fears that today is gonna be the day Juleczka will leave Poland, mama Warsaw like She used to say. Whole day i felt it. Now i am sure i was right. She left. She is Italy.
All my hopes are gonne. She hates me so much that didnt say anything. Time didnt heal anything. I am in total depression.
Whole day i reminded last Monday. Till 4 pm we were so happy. Had a seat and lunch at our bench at AWF, walk in the las, climb to our drzewo and at 4 pm i saw Her smile for the last time. She kissed me for the last time. She hugged me for the last time. She said.that She loves me for the last time. She was afraid how is it going my day for the last time. She called me Łukaszek for the last time. ONE WEEK AGO. And now J is in Italy.
Now is real my end. Whole this time till now i had hopes. Now life really has no other sense. Julcia, i love you so much. And always will. Wherever you are...
How many times i wake up during the night looking Her next to me, to hug, to being hugged. God, last week it was our last night together...
I dont know where She is. But my heart is very nervous. My heart feels that today is the day She will go away. My heart smells that today is the day i will totally loose a chance to accidentally see Julunie even for 2 seconds when i go for a walk. My heart smells that today i will loose last hope.
God, no please. Please no. I so much miss, I cannot live without... Please, no...