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Another dream about Her.
This time whole.
Fifty-fifty.
In first part, I felt something unreal. We kissed in this dream so gentle and I lying here on bed and dream, felt like its real. I felt Her lips. That was paradise.
But then She left me. I was walking on the streets completely lost. But She didnt want to come back.
And I waked up.
8 years ago I last time talk to you Mother.
You last time was conscious.
We ate dinner at 2 pm, then You felt asleep. And didnt wake up for tv program You always watched. And then another. And another.
I knew something was going wrong.
It was beggining of last countdown...
Last night I slept finally a lot. I had all people who I love and who loved me in it.
I dreamt about You Mother. I saw Your face when You were health.
I also dreamed about my Father that we talk. Normally like Father and son, which has been not happening since already 15 months.
And Juleczka. Beauty Juleczka. 25 months not seen. She was like always marvelous. And we had unreal beautiful days.
What a dream. What a night. The most important three people in my life. Together. In one dream. This is what I live for now. To see them at least in a dream.
I am so proud of my Everything.
She makes what She loves and is finally appreciated.
Brave to show Her masterpieces to the world.
She must be so happy now. After all these sadness from me.
Her big days. So well deserved.
Thank You world, that at least She is fine. Bravo Juleczka
After 4 pm You last time hugged me, kissed me, smiled to me. For the last time in my life I was loved.
Sun has set. Night came and has last since two years.
Everything lost sense.
What gives me one percent of power to continue life is conscious that You are fine, forgot about me and among loving people you came back to normality.
With never ending love
Łukasz
Two years ago, I spend last night with my Everything next to me. Hugging each other. Loved...