01/05/23 19:11
8 years ago I last time talk to you Mother.
You last time was conscious.
We ate dinner at 2 pm, then You felt asleep. And didnt wake up for tv program You always watched. And then another. And another.
I knew something was going wrong.
It was beggining of last countdown...
Last night I slept finally a lot. I had all people who I love and who loved me in it.
I dreamt about You Mother. I saw Your face when You were health.
I also dreamed about my Father that we talk. Normally like Father and son, which has been not happening since already 15 months.
And Juleczka. Beauty Juleczka. 25 months not seen. She was like always marvelous. And we had unreal beautiful days.
What a dream. What a night. The most important three people in my life. Together. In one dream. This is what I live for now. To see them at least in a dream.