19/04 two years after 03:18
Two years ago, I spend last night with my Everything next to me. Hugging each other. Loved...
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Two years ago, I spend last night with my Everything next to me. Hugging each other. Loved...
Today is 2nd unniversary of the day when I last time was happy, last time went to bed in the evening feeling like a human and sleep without fears.
All what happened after this day 18th April 2021 is without any sense of existing. For all it would be better when I would fall apart day after.
Nonsense existing, nonsense pain.
I am not able to write about all these emotions which are in me. I will just try to spend this day crying and all will remain me this marvelous day 18th of April 2021.
Good to know that at least She is fine. Dont remember me and run a good life now. This beautest person in the world deserved all the best, all goodness from this world...
Many words to say, million thougts in mind. Nothing changed in last days, weeks. Love and miss. Breathtaking, unabled to sleep and live.
But no power to write.
Happy Easter my Everything.
Tato Kochany, dziękuję Ci za wszystko. Proszę Boga o miłosierdzie dla Ciebie. Tato, obyś nie cierpiał w te Święta Wielkanocne.
Today She was in my dream. I was in Italy. We were friends.
Now, thanks to this dream, I see Her beautiful face in mind whole evening. Thanks to this, I had a power to go for a small walk...
Thank you dream that you came.
Diary, I am sorry.
I already lost absolutely everything, mentality, power and humanity. But I will try to struggle with all od it until the end, until I still have one percent of hope that there is something after death, and there I will see Her again...