17/03/23 21:41
If anyone is able to know, how much man can miss and love a woman.
It went to a level under ability to stand.
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If anyone is able to know, how much man can miss and love a woman.
It went to a level under ability to stand.
All sigma from Her mean that She hates and thinks I am a beast.
It pains unreal, but it doesnt change and will never change my crazy love towards Her.
....
Tears dont stop even for a while.
Missing Her is more than anything else existed.
Love to woman is more than all together. When you only are able to love one time.
Unreal pain.
When you have fragile personality, you can survive near everything. All bad things which can happen on man's road. But you can not go farther when one day your soul is broken for two pieces and one half is far away from your body and you dont know what is happening with it.
When i falled in love in Juleczka one half of my soul joined her and will stay there forever. Most of people are able to deal with it. Find another woman, forget. But not me.
Till last breath of me, it will stay like this.
Dead diary, today whole day in crazy tears.
I want to write in this diary every day.
But I cant.
Doing anything, even stand up to make a tea is above my strenght.
That's terrifying what happened to my body. Soul is destroyed from two years. Now body joined it.
Headaches, left part in bad condition, left hand difficult to lift.
How many people in history lost their lifes because of lost love. When they couldnt go forward. When head didnt let them stay alive. How many people suffered the same. Millions for sure. And what after? Nothing. They just died, and wheel of history run a normal circle....
Today She was again in my dream. Beautiful as She is. We were very happy. But then I waked up... And must stay awaken now... I cant.