Half year ago 17:02
We were playing badminton and chess in Piaski out of home.
6 months after I spend whole day depressed in a bed thinking about her.
How long yet I can live like this more?
How is She?
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We were playing badminton and chess in Piaski out of home.
6 months after I spend whole day depressed in a bed thinking about her.
How long yet I can live like this more?
How is She?
Half year ago at 1 pm. We were surfing by the Wisła. Feeding Wach other marvelous salad Juleczka made.
Last Sunday.
I Rembertów every hour from that day.
Wisła, home, moovie, walk, badminton, chess outside.
I dont understand anything after. How its possible?
Never will stop love Her.
Waking up on Sunday morning, without Her, without hope, without sense, to spend whole day alone on doing nothing, when you found our already what is real Happiness, is useless.
Its very cold, but of course in one hour I will go to Kochanowskiego turned 23, just for a while to feel Her closer, to look at windows on 10th floor, to see Her face there. To walk on the paths when we were walking together hand by hand. To go to the playground and Ask: Juleczka, how many people on playground?
Have a good Sunday Sweetie...
Already in Warsaw.
Coming back to Warsaw I talked with the girl who I worked with there. She told me there are a lot of womans. I told her: for me, exist only Julunia.
Sun not shining from 6 months. Flowers dont make their beautiful smell, moon doesnt appear on the sky at night. World stopped working.
Saturday morning. We have just finished work started very early in the night and in a while we will come back to Warsaw. 300 km of driving ahead.
That was increible night. I dreamt again about our meeting after whole story. What a story IT was. We loved again. In every meaning. After I waked up I went to Whatsapp and She was there at the same time. In the middle of the night. After whole this dream.
Then I went down and worked, removed decoration after wedding. They put Ci Sarra song. I stopped work, closed my eyes full of tears and reminded when I sang it to Her at beginning of our story. And when we danced to this song in our small flat. I couldnt stop tears...
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