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08/03/22 20:50

International Women Day

 

Cruel war just behind our borders. Millions of innocent people suffering, children cry. 

Dad fighting to survive in hospital room, alone.

And me, mental and physical zero. If I only could sacrifice my useless life to avoid one death of a man in Ukraine, who is needed for His family... So many people who should live, die, in the name of useless war. Who would be necessary for their kids to grow up.

To two my only Womens, missed and lost.

Saint Mother - support us in Heaven. I can only hope, that you are happy there. That you really are. I am sorry that you cannot be proud of your son.

Julunia - hope you are fine. Have a good Women Day. I kiss you every morning and from near one year - last words before sleep are l: sogni d`oro. Be happy my Everything. Love you.

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03/03/2022 two years after

03.03.2020 about 10:30

 

The most awesome moment in my life. There was never a person who I love. Who I am able to sacrifice everything. Who - if a man told me to jump to the river or to the fire to save Her - I would do in one second without thinking.

This angel came to my life. To build together a home. To walk together.

Julunia came with trust and love. To me. To me... I failed. And put Her trust to the toilet....

That was not walk for a while. That was not an adventure. Thats still is Everything.

Third of March I was the most happy man in the world.

Just two years after I am in physical and mental ruin.

Close eyes and remind... Just these...

03 marca 2022   Dodaj komentarz

27/02 11:30

Fight Dad.

You are not alone.

I am not able to see you. They dont allow.

I am with you. Whole my soul.

Fight please with your very weak body...

27 lutego 2022   Dodaj komentarz

25/02 22:05

Alone in hospital room.

Sometimes awareness.

All the time terrified that He is dying.

In lonelyness.

Not seeing His sons.

Not seeing anyone.

Not being holded.

In big pain. Physical and mental.

 

No mercy to my Dad. Sentenced to go away this way.

I am full in tears every moment these days. 

 

25 lutego 2022   Dodaj komentarz

22/02/22 19:00

I`ve just visited my beloved Father.

I am so scarried it was last time I saw Him.

He suffers so much. Doesnt eat, drink, he is not able to take medicine. There was no logic contact.

In moments of not sleeping when He realized I am next to Him, few times He silently said "my loved Son". Tears...

I just holded His hand, pray to God to not let him suffering. Saying that I love Him. Say sorry, thank You for everything. For showing this testament of suffering.

Dad, I love you...

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