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Only dreams left.

Only moments when I smile.

What a dream about Juleczka I just have had.

We loved as never before.

......

Last year one and only Valentine`s day in my life with Love next to me.

Two person who I love I have no contact with. Father and Julunia...

Love you both. Until the end.

Łukasz

My Father is dying.

Last person on this world who is interested in me, who loves me. One week ago he was able to call me.

Now no contact, only sleeping.

I remember how it looked when my Mather was leaving. Its the same. I know how he suffers. I am selfish. I need him. God, I need him.

All my daily aim from one year was waiting for His call.

Now everything is finishing.

God, give my lovely Father a strenght. If its His time, take Him. Make Him not being worried. Make Him be peacefull.

Thank you my lovely Father for being my Strenght in last 10 months. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for being my sick and so weak, but marvelous Father.

Forgive all my sins.

I love you Dad.

Near 10 months after desert, I dream about you near every night.

Nothing changed and will never change. I think all the time. Cry. Love without end.

I would love to stand up and live but its not possible. Too much.

I died being alive. If you only this can let you live, it was worthy. I do not understand but it was worthy...

Have a good Sunday my Everything...

Went to sleep at 1:30 am. Could fall asleep at all.

Then short dream about Julunia and waked up at 5:20 and cant fall asleep anymore.

And like this near every day.

8 months without single words from Her.

Think all the time how is She, hope every minute that She will message, giving me some strenght to stand up.

I would jump to the fire to save her. She doesnt want to know me.

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Its Sunday night. I close my eyes and imagine that she is next to me, we sleep hugging each other and in two hours we will have our breakfast cornflakes with coffee in our bed.....

Lukasz trying to deal with life

Kalendarz

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