Lukasz trying to deal with life, Najnowsze wpisy, wpisy, strona 4

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Cant believe I am still alive with destroyed mentally head and tears all time in eyes

In April 2021 I said to myself: day when I lose hope, will be my last day.

Its very near.

2,5 years. More.

Hours. Minutes.

Every single one in pain.

Not able to look further.

I am so thankfull that I had Her. It was so short. I was the happiest Man in a world for about 1 year and 4 months. But some people dont have even one day in their life which is so bright like period from December 2019 and April 2021 was in my life.

2,5 years ago life finished. Existing lasts. God knows till when.

Awful nightmare yesterday.

Stand up after 2 hours of sleep. Didnt know if its real or not.

Another and final step from Her to kill this 1 % left part of my soul which keeps me in life.

After 2,5 years, when I showed never ending love - not contact because She asked me for it and Her words and willingness are hundreds time more important than my own willingness.

After doing nothing from me, She today blocked me.

God, how much pain I made to Her that she makes this to me...

I love you without end Sweetie.

After 2,5 years of not seeing you, I think about you all day and night long.

I dont know I still believe in anything. Except this one and only love.

Pain is crazy. Dont know how I still exist, but this is my way.

Lukasz trying to deal with life

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