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Another and final step from Her to kill this 1 % left part of my soul which keeps me in life.
After 2,5 years, when I showed never ending love - not contact because She asked me for it and Her words and willingness are hundreds time more important than my own willingness.
After doing nothing from me, She today blocked me.
God, how much pain I made to Her that she makes this to me...
I love you without end Sweetie.
After 2,5 years of not seeing you, I think about you all day and night long.
I dont know I still believe in anything. Except this one and only love.
Pain is crazy. Dont know how I still exist, but this is my way.
Mamo, dziś setny miesiąc od kiedy Cię nie ma.
Sto miesięcy.
Czy jesteś gdzieś? Czy jest Ci dobrze?
Mamo...
Is anybody on this world alive or dead who can tell me how to live with such a crazy love which never will come back and miss which never will end?????????????????????????????
I am every day less able to stand up, make a tea or brush a teeth. Going for a walk is not reachable.
Head is only is past. Beauty past. And nothing can change it.
Today I dreamed about Her. But it was not good dream.