13/09/23 15:41
Mamo, dziś setny miesiąc od kiedy Cię nie ma.
Sto miesięcy.
Czy jesteś gdzieś? Czy jest Ci dobrze?
Mamo...
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Mamo, dziś setny miesiąc od kiedy Cię nie ma.
Sto miesięcy.
Czy jesteś gdzieś? Czy jest Ci dobrze?
Mamo...
Is anybody on this world alive or dead who can tell me how to live with such a crazy love which never will come back and miss which never will end?????????????????????????????
I am every day less able to stand up, make a tea or brush a teeth. Going for a walk is not reachable.
Head is only is past. Beauty past. And nothing can change it.
Today I dreamed about Her. But it was not good dream.
Summer time.
From two weeks sun and more than 30 degrees outside. Best time in the year.
I didnt see sun from this two weeks. Havent been outside. I am not able to go.
Only lie in the bed.
Only want to write here, but also not able to do it.
She was in my dream last night.
I was so happy when I waked up that I saw Her.
Blessed night like this. Reason of one and only happiness when I am unconscionous.
Please come one more time. Next night. Please.