Lukasz trying to deal with life, Najnowsze wpisy, wpisy, strona 6

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Whole Friday in tears.

Not able to open a door and go for 5 min walk.

Destroyed. 100 %.

How long more will it last

Crazy miss.

Crazy.

Unreal to describe

Watching moovies with her which I have and know them all. I needed to see Her face and hear Her voice...

After 25 months od Her disappearing, its official - Giulia has a new man.

Younger, handsomer, better in every single part than me.

I am happy that She is fine.

For me personal - its the End. Son set, water dried. I found out 5 min ago and now I want to leave. Leave everything. If you diary, know what I want to say.

Writing here lost sense, waking up every day lost sense. I have noone to talk how to survive this.

All I did since 25 months was to wake up every day, and checking social media how is She, and checking Gmail every 15 min if I have any message from Her. And to keep having hope.

Now this dissapeared and I am sure I am not able to walk through this.

God forgive me. Please.

I wrote at the beginning, when Juleczka left me: " day when I lose hope will be my last day".

I think I am the last finish bottom part of hope. End is so near. My mental cant fight and struggle anymore.

This has no sense to fight. To stay. For what?

Lukasz trying to deal with life

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